That in the form of the girl, in an image of the old woman.
To sleep for four hours a day it is harmful. But I sleep. Any more the first month. Thus I, naturally, do not get enough sleep at all and every day I dream only of that somewhere is imperceptible so to take a nap... How I sleep in transport, I already spoke =). But I am awake the remained 20 hours. Every days for 20 hours for work, rest, fun, friends, a diary... It is a lot of. But for some reason I all the same am in time nothing...
Gradually I come to conclusion, that it is time to finish already this unfortunate experiment and to start to sleep at least for seven hours. Here today also I will start to live under the new schedule. A release at 23.00 and one minute later
. I will save for the diary account. This aspect of my life - most inutile of all. I in general already wish it to remove to all devils... But while will power suffices, I behave in hands...
If suddenly I disappear - means, will power has conceded to desire to finish it bestolkovym employment on which in my present life simply there is no time.
But I hope, that nevertheless when I will start to sleep for seven hours, it becomes easier to operate own will power (I will cease to think continuously of that, as though somewhere to have a sleep
). In general, there is a probability, that I all the same will keep this diary and to it I will daily write, well or at least in a day
.
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Gradually I come to conclusion, that it is time to finish already this unfortunate experiment and to start to sleep at least for seven hours. Here today also I will start to live under the new schedule. A release at 23.00 and one minute later
. I will save for the diary account. This aspect of my life - most inutile of all. I in general already wish it to remove to all devils... But while will power suffices, I behave in hands...If suddenly I disappear - means, will power has conceded to desire to finish it bestolkovym employment on which in my present life simply there is no time.
But I hope, that nevertheless when I will start to sleep for seven hours, it becomes easier to operate own will power (I will cease to think continuously of that, as though somewhere to have a sleep
). In general, there is a probability, that I all the same will keep this diary and to it I will daily write, well or at least in a day.On work not too good conditions last days. Confrontation between departments has become aggravated (I on diary pages yet did not mention this problem, but it has arisen for a long time, it was not simple occasion to state an essence). It becomes difficult to keep a neutrality, but it would not be desirable war awfully...
And paternal the woman such troublemaking, I will not understand?! Not all, of course, but too many. Constantly spin intrigues, are on friendly terms against objectionable or shy, row and speak mucks for eyes. Disgustingly... And meanwhile - practically all of them the safe and happy married women loving husbands and kiddies. It I should rush and bark at them from the general vital disorder, but for some reason it is absolutely not interesting to me. I hate intrigues and hypocrisy...
And paternal the woman such troublemaking, I will not understand?! Not all, of course, but too many. Constantly spin intrigues, are on friendly terms against objectionable or shy, row and speak mucks for eyes. Disgustingly... And meanwhile - practically all of them the safe and happy married women loving husbands and kiddies. It I should rush and bark at them from the general vital disorder, but for some reason it is absolutely not interesting to me. I hate intrigues and hypocrisy...
@музыка: To Elize
@настроение: drowsily-spiteful =)
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